i might be-->a hippie

-->i might be not

i might be a rockstar-->i might be not

i might be a christian-->i might be not

and if i am, i might be an anglican-->i might be not


i might be a family man-->i might be not

i might be a conservative or progressive, liberal or traditionalist-->i might be not


i might be in love with myself-->i might be not

i want so badly to be in love with everyone else--> but i'm likely not


and with every breathevery step every day every beat of my strengthening/weakening heart and each step of my feet that breaks further the knees and the ears that hear every tick of the clock counting downtotheend of a life of adventureandpleasureandsadnessandboredomandlaughterand feastinganddrivingandcrying

and changing my mind! i change again every thought that ever was mine. every thought that i thought never/ever was mine.

i might be dying -->i might be not

and when that happens finally someday

i might be here-->i might be not