hHappy bBirthday

wWhat's with questions?

iI'm asking them now, iI guess, but iI don't understand really. iI used to be one big question, and then somehow, somewhen iI got over it. Plain and simply iI just became okay with living life instead of asking more of it.

Is it time to Ask again?

Is it time to Feel again?

iI've been dry for so long, and all iI want is to be open again.

gGod, if you're real, and even if yYou're not, sSpeak.

iI want to verbalize the emptiness, but iI can't.

or perhaps iI am doing just that through my silence.

but iI want to be prolific! iI want to be 6'4," dark haired, and 180lbs. but here iI sit on a strange bed in a strange place with a strange belly and a strange age.

where did iI come from? and how did iI get here?! this man is completely unrecognizable from the boy iI was not long ago.

black label and american spirits. who would have known?
gGod whispers, "iI knew."
but iI doubt it.

iI think hHe's just as suprised as iI am

hHappy bBirthday.